nervous, anxious, excited.

blogger was down last night when i tried to write a new post. it was sad... but whatever. i guess sometimes it happens.

so right now.. right now i am really nervous, anxious, and exited for girls camp. we leave at 6:00 AM on wednesday--TWO DAYS!

nervous:

i am nervous because i am going to be the "adult". granted i am still going to have fun but i have to be there to.. ya know.. be a grown up. i am nervous that i won't know answers to questions. i am nervous that i might not know how to start a campfire. we might get lost in the woods. who knows? but i do know that i can be an adult. i can be responsible... hold on a sec. i AM an adult.. and i AM responsible...maybe?

anxious:

i am anxious because i don't know what to expect. i have never been to girls camp. beyond the schedule we were given, i don't really know what we are going to do. i don't know what it is going to be like. what if the weather doesn't cooperate? then what? i am just anxious.. anxious to get there and CAMP.

excited:

i am excited for the friendships we will build and the memories we are going to create. oh yes.. and the food. who doesn't love campfire food? s'mores? yum.. dutch oven cooking? YUM... granted i don't really know how to use a dutch oven right now.. i am sure i will be a pro soon.

now..i have to get a whole weeks worth of homework done in two days.