can't quite remember who. i typically wake up before anything really bad happens. i'm such a coward.but then it got me to thinking about dreams.
what are your dreams like?
i have all types of dreams but i am only going to talk about one specific type at the moment.
foggy dreams:
these are the types of dreams where i am in a really familiar location and i can't see anything. i don't know if it is because in reality i am half blind (okay i am not really diagnosed half blind, but i have realllllly poor vision) or if it is just the type of dream. i hate these! i always want to see what is going on.. i always want to fully participate in my dream.. but i can't because i can't see!!!
i guess you could relate this to real life. sometimes we can't see everything. sometimes we can't automatically see the reward from our continuous efforts to achieve a goal or task. but we continue... we don't just give up because we can't see everything right away do we? well we shouldn't.
maybe the fogginess is created by lack of faith? maybe it is created by the lack of faith in ourselves? as our faith and confidence in ourselves diminishes... does the fog start and our inability to fully participate to rise? it sure is easy to think "i'm not good enough" or "really? you want me to do that? there surely has to be someone better". so, due to lack of confidence we hold back. we withdrawl our talents, ourselves, and our knowledge. when we keep holding back, our talents become useless. they stop working.. just like in my dreams. my vision was getting foggy and i wasn't able to fully participate.
it's never easy to navigate in fog.. never.
maybe??
i'm not sure if any of the above text makes sense... but there is my analysis of the foggy dream in a nut shell... or blog post.
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